Don't let that camel get it's head in the tent...

Don't let that camel get it's head in the tent. That is what I hear to myself any time I start to like someone. Take caution, don't get hurt, trust no one whole heatedly, not everyone is as honest and forth coming as you are, if it is too good to be true ....you are right and always keep your guard up. Those were the foundation of this wall I have built up for so many years. Always on the look out for something askew.
Then I tried to just "trust my gut" but that stopped being accurate shortly after I started drinking.

Now days I just try to live day to day, enjoy every minutes of every hour no matter who I am with or what I am doing. Seems to be working so far...less stress, less worry, less heartbreak, less negative air in my atmosphere.

Life truly is amazing if you just take time to live it and enjoy it instead of constantly looking for something to go wrong.